Gods Speed vs My Speed

Just when you think your prayers aren't ever going to get answered... They do well partially. I had blogged earlier this week about how we lost one of the little girls we had inquired about. Well we finally heard from Chris the lady that runs the O... she doesn't have our application she tell me : ( We had sent it for the second time on March 1 we were told she received it but now she doesn't have it.... But the god news is she contacted me!!! I am jumping up and down about that I am sad that i thought she had our app this whole past month and she hasn't but that's ok... I have resent it to her and hopefully I will hear back from her in a few days... We did find out that the other little girl has special needs. This is something we have really never thought of and we will be praying about this to see what god's plan is for us. There is one thing i have learned god's speed and my speed are very different!! I often question why god?? whats your plan?? I try to figure it out when really if we just sit back and let god drive we will be allright... He See's the big picture and he has ways of making things happen that we as humans can't even imagine. You just have to have faith and believe that with god all things are possible.